Clueless.

I really didn't have the heart to tell her. She's just so clueless and yet she is there to serve me. She didn't have any idea when it comes to her own products.. much less make up. I wonder how the hell she ended up at the counter and be the promoter.

I know how to read la but when I asked you why is it called 2000 calorie mascara you can't even tell me why but you read me the description of the product instead? Sigh. So clueless. You don't even know the purpose of bronzing powder. Gosh. I need to tell you instead?

Bloody hell. This will be the first and the last time that I will purchase from you. #badcustomerservice

[daily disco dose]
Amy Winehouse - Valerie

Photolog : Piercings

Hi piercings, I have missed you. 

I miss the rebellious days of being an outcast and a standout among the rest. 

The thorn among the roses. 

The dontcarefuckyoubyebye attitude. 

The bravery and courage that I had in my to make the first move and to be firm with my decisions.

Ahhhh.. 

Photolog : Starbucks

Feeling bloated after today's lunch, I hopped on over to the quay side to chill with a tumbler of smooth foamy hot coffee while going online. I am still here as I write. I wrote some lyrics which I was suppose to do a long time ago, chatted with some friends and read a little.. Gonna sign up for a volunteer program.

[daily disco dose]
Sheryl Crow - My Favorite Mistake

Photolog : Saturday Loungelicious

Woke up early to go for my medical check up and I hate needles! Gees, haven't had my skin poked with needles for some time now. Did chest X-ray, blood test, urine test, eye test and meet with the not-so-friendly MO. Later met with two of my ex colleagues and went for lunch and took them ronda-ronda in town for a bit. Stopped by to check out The Lifting Buddha phenomenon.

Had a blast because of these mutants. Another epic night. 

Venue wasn't so great but it was the company that matters. 

Pecks on the cheek made me blush like a 5 year old girl.

Get to know some new people, had supper and it was all rad and dandy!

Time to adjust body clock though >_<

[daily disco dose]

Deadmau5 - Raise Your Weapon (Ft. Greta Svabo Bech)

Good day!

• Bought two packets of 5kg rice and donate it to an orphanage in town. 
• Say my thanks and prayers for more good things to come at the temple. 
• Released a pair of birdies for good luck. 

It feels good to be able to do some good to the world!

Hung out with a friend who came back from KK and watched Kung Fu Panda 2 with him. Hilarious movie! My friend then walked me to my car.. such a gentleman la. Later at night, I hung out with a few ex colleagues of mine. We had a good time catching up, talking about our future and bitching about our company and my ex boss.

Though tired but what an awesome day! :D

[daily disco dose]
Friendly Fires - Blue Cassette

Growing Up.

Sometimes I think that growing up sucks.

You sort of loose yourself here and there as you grow..

and one day you look back and wonder what happened to you.

Where did the burning passion that you used to have go?

[daily disco dose]

Friendly Fires - Running Away

Rain.

Cooling wind sweep over my face and I am feeling contented.

I love the smell of rain. 

For once, I don't mind the gloomy weather for a change.

Thank God for the rain!

[daily disco dose]

Russian Red - The Sun The Trees

Photolog : Komtar

I wish I was as tall as you...

I wish I could be up there seeing the entire world through your eyes.

Photolog : Nasi Melayu

Been having this nasi melayu cravings for days now.

Some ladies finger(okra) and sambal, half a tofu, an egg, some tempe and curry gravy.

Photolog : Pray

In times of answer and a peace of mind, pray..

Dear God, please let me have the courage and strength to stay positive. 

I need to carry on..

Photolog : Garden Room

Where is my very own Garden Room when you need one?

A space for much needed peace and quiet. 

Surrounded by greenery and fragrant flowers. 

My very own space...

Photolog : Sushi Platter

Sushi cravings since months ago.

Japanese food is one of my many comfort food.

Sushisushisushisushisushisushi...

Photolog : Lighthouse

Shed some lights over troubled waters...

Photolog : Last Pedicure

The last pedicure that I had..

It was in April last year.
It has been too long.. Too long since I last pampered myself.

Photolog : Wet Market

Went to the wet market today.

Bought fresh produce and had breakfast.

Simple pleasures.

Photolog : Random Wall

Fresh flowers, rain and loads of love.

2010 In Retrospect.

My uber cute niece.

There are 365 days in a year and without a doubt, good and bad things are bound to happen. I can safely say that both the good and the bad contributed to my mixed feelings about the year 2010. Call me a pessimist but I think more negative things happened to me more than pleasant one but I won't say that I was unhappy all year round.

 So let's start with my bullet train of thoughts...

Freedom never tastes so sweet when I quit my grueling-in-the-middle-of-nowhere job. My ex boss accused me of many things that I didn't do. One of which she said I influenced my colleagues to resign as well. Whole lot of bullocks I'd say. Like I always say.. thanks for giving me hell so that I know how heaven is. Biatch! *shows off international sign*

Heaven was great while it lasted but then I got too cozy. When you have a lil bit too much of something you tend to get bored and things start to turn stale. All hell break loose, arguments, disagreements and discomfort. Had the worst arguments ever. I almost wanted to kill myself and fell really sick right after.

I have to deal with death when my precious darling dog Curly was hit by a car and died. My best furry cheery friend of two years gone just the night before her 2nd birthday. I'm not sure whether I can rear another dog again. She bit me while I was trying to carry her to the side of the road (naturally) and I had to take a day of medical leave to rest at home, but all I did was cry the whole day. The scars are still there but much better now. I still miss her and hope that she is in a far better place in heaven now, aimlessly running, wagging her tail, barking at by passers, panting and grasping for air and happily playing ball.

 Only right to post up a nice pic of her.

My injured swollen right hand, developed kiloids but am well on my way to recovery.

Career wise, I didn't move anywhere but I got some bad and weird experiences in dealing with jobs, bosses and interviews. So I am definitely sure that I gained experience and is sure not to have the same kind of experience again. Although I must say that I am wiser now (I think) and it changed my career goals and I know how and when to spot a job that is not align with them.

On the flip side, I exercised more this year and I hope I will keep up the momentum in the year 2011. My brother got married and my house was filled with joyous people on such auspicious occasion. Then my niece came along.. Yes, there she is on top of the post right there. Ain't she adorable?

I got back to writing a blog and writing for our local music blog zine in the name of music. Just like what I've always wanted to do. I started tweeting, which is fun and partied harder than 2009 as I drank more pints of Guinness stout and beer compared to the year before. I got more involved and listened to more of trance music and loving every moment of it. Funny how I started listening to 90's alternative rock and now listening to Armin Van Buuren. While we're still on the subject, I attended Ronski Speed live in Penang which is one of my most memorable music experience EVER in a looooong time.

Ronski Speed on the decks. Sonic orgasm.

Can't say that I'll miss you but I am definitely looking forward to what 2011 have in store for me. I shall now leave you with this song that will propel and adjust my mindset to a better and a wonderful year ahead of me!

[daily disco dose]
Snow Patrol - Give Me Strength

Saturdays.

Those of you who knows me, you know I love a good pint of Guinness ;) Ciggies not included.

I've been out partying late for two weeks in a row and all in the name of music, friends and alcohol. All in that manner. This weekend is no exception but minus music and alcohol. Gathering with ex colleagues and a psyche rock gig on Sunday which I will be covering for a project/collective that is close to my heart.

[daily disco dose]
Example - Millionaires

Thoughts In A Bottle.

I think battling depression is a lifelong combat for me.

想去看海.

Those mandarin words mean I wanna go to the beach. I don't know why but lately I have been having cravings for food and going to the beach. Looking through my photos archive made me realize that I haven't been to the beach in a LONG time. However, with our obnoxious weather recently, it is best to stay away from the beach actually. A mini twister/typhoon was spotted at Gurney Drive and thank god no one was hurt as it happened in the middle of the ocean. So to go or not to go?

I think I'll just stick with ogling at pictures of the beautiful beaches around the world on my trusty laptop. =)

[daily disco dose]
Armin Van Buuren ft. Sophie Ellis Bextor - Not Giving Up On Love